Take more rest ~

baby girl xinxin...knw u sick jor...bkful ah...the sick faster get well ah..ur ah yi here so miss u ^^ haha ~ like 2 c ur smile... drink more water ah xin xin ~ Miss u ~

Happy Birthday Melvin ~

Happy birthday 2 u Melvin... hope ur dream become true... Sorry Dear Mic... i cant acc u ... Cz my sis ask me help her something... Anywher ~ Be Happy =]

Haiz...

haiz...wat hapen 2 me huh ?? real cant imaging tat is me will do de thing...wats wrong ?? yesterday i real slp jor..nt i dn wan 2 pick ur phone..u say u din angry tis..u angry me morning din find u...morning i was slp..i nt yt wake up...i din lie u...haiz...afternoon like tat when i find u i jz wake up...i real don knw lar..i feel tat u angry me abt yesterday...cz i din pick ur phone..maybe my feel wrong jor...i never say u small gas...bt u think tat u is...i say is my wrong...then u keep say u wrong..y wan like tis ???? i real don knw... i ask u we r couple or not... u say yes...sure is couple...u always think abt u...did u think abt me ??? whn afternoon u din reply me or find me anymore...my mood very down...i keep waiting ur phone...im so sad u knw ??? tis is 1st time u treat me like tat...tat time i real don knw wat can i do...u say u think many...think about bad...then u think tat me din think ??? huh ??? u go yeye there slep...i nvm...if me oso go my x bf sis house slp...wat do u think ??? always wt yeye out... then me oso can always wit x bf sis out izit true ??? nt i dn wan say wit u ... i jz don knw wan hw say... 1st time we like tat... haiz.... i real so sad... izit we be friend more good ??? i don know... y ??? y wan like tis treat me ??? did u real knw my mood ??? u say i don wan tell u ... ok... y i don wan tell u ?? u knw bcz of wat ??? i knw u work so tired jor... wats wrong i wan 2 tell u other thing again ?? i don wan 2 c u so tired ... my heart so hurt de u knw ??? u ask me don do stupid thing..sorry..i cant do it ... u stil gt friends 2 acc u..bt i don have...jz onli myself.. haiz.... real don knw wat hapen 2day ??? i don know lar...im waiting 2 die now...i hope i will die early in tis world ~

haiz.....head damn pain !!!!!!!!!!

2day duno wat hapen..sudenly sick .. yesterday nite start shang feng until now ... dint go school... at home only...damn boring .. when nite mic find me out n dinner wit her.. after that i bak home n care baby ... something like 11.30pm out wit bro.. then bak jor.. when nearly 12am something .. mic say her bf wan break wit her.. i oso don knw.. haiz...i cal her don do stupid thing.. hope she will hear..ah heng say tat he go yeye house slep..he wif ben ... 1st i din angry anything...bt duno y .. i real don wan care his thing jor... if 1 day i oso go x bf slp...wat he will think ??????? haiz ... don know lar.. feel not 2 slp... jz very moody ... y all ppl must treat me like tat??? huh ???? haiz... my heart same as u my dear mic... damn pain... i real feel wan go out n drunk myself... real ... hope moro nite i out ... n i wan go drunk myself !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

moody....

haizzz.... wat's wrong wit now ??? i real don knw wat hapen in tis few day... not so happy ... yesterday bcz of small thing ... then make us 4am++ jz slp.. i real don knw want how 2 say... i say i din angry then din angry lar...y wan keep say n ask ??? i real don knw ... i din control ur freedom oso... y the msj will say me control ur freedom n wat over control u jor ??? did i do like tat wit u ????? i dint... i jz like tat gv ppl say...scold ~ i don knw lar.. i real don like a small thn me de ppl say me... if like tat then beter don wit me... i don think tat u r happy now... i jz knw we very hard... i don knw tis hapen wil until when ??? when i think the thing... my mood feel no good... real... i real damn angry myself... y i will like tat ??? haiz... its very hard...real ....i oso hope we will 4ever... n pls u don think negative thing can ???? mayb is my atitue change alot... i don knw... i jz feel tat gt something in my heart bt i don wan 2 say it out... i don wan my besides ppl sad or wat... specially is u ... so sory... have anything i jz will discuss by myself... pls don angry wt me... don angry tat i don tell u wat i thinking ... sry...

中秋节~

昨天是中秋节，下午跟mingming & dear mic 出去洗头。。晚上要去吃餐，当到家的时候已经是很迟了，kelvin & mum 一直骂~烦到死。。。吵吵吵~晚上到了sutra，开始吃了不久，我就打电话给老公的妈妈说中秋节快乐。。那时候超怕的~不久，我就一直拉kelvin帮我照相。。哈哈~好多新照片~我自己本身的也是~不久回到家，本来有出。。可是又还不确定，到最后也是没出。。在家陪老公。。老公有跟妈米说中秋节快乐。。还问妈咪有没有吃饱。。近来不懂怎么搞得，爸每次在家都很烦，整天骂来骂去。。他自己不会觉得很烦的咩~晚上在家吃饭。。没有出。。dear mic 问我要不要出，我都说不能出因为今天全家人在家吃饭。。不然我都出了咯。。对不起啊~我要谢谢昨天ming ming 帮我化妆，还有dear mic陪我~ 老公。。老婆爱你一生一世~ don knw wat hapen lazy wan type chinese jor... so fan oso ~ haha ~ Miss u my Lovely Lao gong=]

tired day ~

today was a tired day. morning go school and have sport...i wear the selipar 2 jogging..when reach school..my lag has tuo pi already..damn painfull..then do work until so slpy...after school...i feel wan go shoping..so i find my dear mic .. she acc me go cp... buy deng lung 4 xin xin the baby girl..i wan buy 1 Gauguin Shoes,but she say not nice.. then she say go wisma and buy.. then we go wisma lur... when we are going go wisma..the wind so strong ... n seem like rain ... we go ther and shoping...i have c the gauguin shoes..n alot of shirt..so nice..long time din go wisma 4 shoping already..but cant always go shoping..later become a habits then no good ... ned 2 learn how save money..cz i dint work be4 i don know the hard ... jz knw how 2 use money like not good ... so long long time 1 time then can lur ~ so happy that she acc me .. after that we go karamunsing find lao gong..when we going .. we are talking phone wit lao gong ... i lie him i say i go home .. but actually din ... go his thre...he at ther wit raynald c movie like c dao so syok ... then acc him 4 a while .. not long ago.. we oso go home .. at nite have dinner cz cousin marry..when almost go out ... don know wat hapen dad.. keep scold ppl .. make us oso hate him !!!!! damn !!!!!! when reach ther .. alot of ppl ther..and her house are so big n nice .. i tell my sis tat is my dream house .. then she ans me in dream de house lar.. hahaa...zha dao ~ go ther n eat ... oso no place 2 sit ... tis real make me angry n hate... after eat nothing 2 do oso ... something 8.30pm like tat tell dad go home .. after tat...fetch sis n baby go home then on9 wit friend .. chat in facebook .. write blog ... i heard something about my Dear mic ... haiz .. i real don wan 2 c her like tat .. real so xin ku 1 ~ not long .. lao gong tell me tat he go ah fui house ... so heavy the rain jor .. stil wan go out .. real don know wat him thinking.. maybe real ned gv him freedom..damn angry him ... don feel wan care him .. anywher ...take care my friends .. and lao gong too .. Dear Mic.. pls don think too much .. if real hard .. try 2 give up ... 勉强是没有幸福~

For Dear Mic ~

dear, if you think you are really tired, then let go, you go on this way is not the answer. .I really do not want to see my close friends to be hurt again and again. . This feeling is hard ~ I hope you will think about it slowly, you need is time.Nothing is impossible in this world, only lazy people can not do what feel. I believe that you are not such people, what can be done, then tell me that I must help to help. . .我知道你这几天很累，很辛苦，又没心情。。就算怎样都好，不可以去伤害你自己！stupid people do stupid thing...以前我怎样伤心都好，我要伤害我自己你都鼓励我不要这样做。。现在我也不要你这样做，我告诉你，这世界上不只是他一个，就算你不能放弃都好，你留到他的心里留不到他的人。。。我希望我说的不是白费。。。no matter u have what happen...i will always stay besides u and support u...dont be sad...

29.09.09 ~

Smile & cut cake =]
when lao gong was wishing ~

Me & Him ~
Ben & Alex
Manager & Irene
Lao Gong Birthday's Cake 29.09.09

一个月咯~

十月一号是我跟老公在一起一个月。。。其实是三十一，不过没有三十一号啊~所以一号咯~虽然一个月来说是一个短短的日子。。不过这一个月里面我真得很开心。。至少你不是以前的你，换到你是以前的你。。那我就不知道该怎样了。。老公。。谢谢你在这一个月你一直陪伴着我，呆在我身边，没离开我。。不管任何事情有多困难的。。我们也一定要去经历。。有什么是一起分担。。两个人在一起最重要是讲信任，一旦不坦白。。就会有很多的误会，那时候要挽回都来不及了。。在我生病时你很担心我，很抱歉让你担心。。我答应你不管任何事情我都会让你知道。。不会让你担心。。对不起哦~ 最后。。 老公，真得很谢谢你这一个月带给我的开心。。。我希望我们的爱情不会断。。。我爱你~

生日快乐老公~

九月二十九是老公的生日。。。一大早就生气老公，因为昨天他弄我生气。在学校，我头很痛。。超级痛。。痛到连功课都做不到。。回到家后，一直在想到底要 不要帮老公庆祝生日。。因为他弄到我很生气。。老公有打给我可是我没去接，到家后我打给mic dear..问她到底要不要庆祝。。他就说一年一次。。然后我就想到是咯。。就去。。那一段路途中。。老公一直叫老婆不要生气原谅他。。我就一直不理 他。。故意生气。。到了那边。。我们就去买蛋糕。。到了他们]那边。。本来想给老公一个惊喜。。哪里知道老公看到我了。。反而我觉得一点都不惊喜。。对不 起啊老公。。老婆不是故意要骗你的。。真的很想给老公惊喜。。然后就进去跟老公庆祝咯。。mic 帮他们照相啊~不久就聊天这样。。突然mic dear跟她老公出了问题。。弄到他的心情很不好。。过不久我跟他也回家咯。。老公也是放工后就回家~晚上跟老公讲话~讲到十二点多。。就去睡了~ 老婆很开心可以跟老公庆祝生日。。真的。。老公的愿望也一定会实现。。老公。。老婆爱你一生一世。。。

不舒服的一天~

今天一整天没去学校。。因头很晕肚子又痛。。所以呆在家。。下午和姐姐他们出去，我去看医生，医生说叫我不要淋雨。。还有不要喝那么凉的。。回到家，又是一个人在家。。超级闷。。晚上baby有回来就跟他玩。。老公回到家后就冲凉吃饭，就跟我玩信息。。突然十点多的时候。。老公很慢回我。。我就以为发生什么事。。因为他很少那么慢回我。。过了一个钟。。心情有点差了。。几乎很生气。。就问louis他的兄弟是不是睡觉了。。？他说是。。那我就没话说咯。。不可能我去吵他醒嘛~就让他睡咯。。本来还想跟他讲电话过他的生日。。不过看来现在没必要了。。他应该在梦中咯。。好孤单。。好闷。。好想找某某人。。可是找不到。。唉。。。原来我也有这样的一天。。不懂怎么搞得。。如果累就说出来。。又不是说我不给你去休息。。不懂为什么你不可以跟我讲。。真气！爷爷和mic dear 有点不舒服了...自己照顾自己啊。。多喝点白水~多休息。。还有老公也是一样啊。。每次都说头痛。。不见得去看医生。。真是要令人担心到心脏病发作才开心啊。。。改次我都不要听你的话了。。。讨厌。。不只是一次。。！！！！！！！夜深了。。。我的头越来越痛。。。好痛。。真得很痛。。。搞得我快哭出来了。。。。痛啊~~

Bad Day =[

haiz...don know wat hapen 2 me ? im just dream dao something .... u think tat i real wan the dream become true? tat is not a game ... but u think tat im just scare you i have nothing 2 say ... ur word very hurt .... my heart feel damn hurt... i real don know the dream is wat ... 1st i don wan 2 tell u ... but i feel if i don tell u my heart nt feel so good ... so i just tell u ... you can think tat i just say rubbish thing ... u don put in ur heart ... u scold me already ... i don know wat can i do 4 u ... i say sorry 2 u already ... but u keep skip me ... haiz ... i feel so sad ... i just tell u wat i thinking n wat i dream ~ tis is a accident ... not a fun thing ... u say i dint think about ur there??? how i go think ????? i just hope the dream wont become true... haiz............................. plus just now have give 1 ppl scold by bicth...tat real so suck...who can know my feeling now ?????? who can help me ????? is he wan know me ... wan be friend wit me ... say my wrong again ... shit ... tat is who wrong know by itself lar... sucks ~ better don let me know that who r u ... say me like tat ... friend is like tat ? i never c ppl wan know tat ppl is like tat ask ... when someone say busy .. then real was busy .. y wan keep disturb .... some1 when busy then say ppl lc.. then when ur mum is busy cooking tat u oso scold her lc ... izit ????? u scold me so many times i never scold back u any word ... maybe is u eat wrong something medicine like tat ... i oso lazy wan go care u anything...cz nt my thing ... i wish tat i dn hve like tat's friend.. haiz ... about this thing just make me no more mood ... no mood 2 talk phone n chating ... even is my dear oso like tat... i think i real give people hurt till too much... S***.... u say that i tell u the dream is me spoil u rite?? then i real nothing 2 say ... at fb u like tat say me .... ur friends oso like tat say me ... haiz ... i real so hurt u know ??? i real din regret my friends told me that ur atitue... anywher ... last ... i just real wan say that sorry 2 u ... real feel sorry ... -MOODY + CRYING-

生病～

今天不知怎么搞的。。早上还好好。。突然间一直开始打喷嚏。。。打个不停。。我还以为没什么事。。慢慢就开始头痛。。而且很困。。好想睡觉。。回到家。。等老公的电话。。他就爽。。睡到一点半左右。。真的是猪 ！！！后来。。他出去喝茶。。我突然间就睡了。。真对不起害到老公这样。。哈哈·～在晚上小婴儿有来。。我就一直抱着她看电视。。他一直笑脸我都笑起来。。真可爱～老公家有一很可爱的小狗。。不过那只狗过多时天就要送回山打根。。好可惜啊～在家的感觉真的好闷好闷。。。好想出去。。不过又不能常出。。。麻烦！！！快点让我到十七十八岁啊。。等着那天的来临。。。老公对我说些什么。。。我希望可以成真。。我也会等着。。老公。。我永远都爱着你。。永远都不变～

我到底是怎么了？

谁可以告诉我？爱情是可以相信还是不相信？我真的好乱。。我不停的想。。都往不好的方面去想。。但是这个可以代表什么？或许这个不是十全十美的爱情。。但是我希望你说过的承诺你会做到。。不是我不要去相信你。。。是你要做到给我看。。天啊～谁可以来告诉我。。我应该怎样？我们是否是两个世界的人？我听到你跟我说些事。。我就有感觉到有某些事情。。只是我一直放在心里。。我什么也不说。。。怎样都好。。我不希望你像以前那样。。伤害我。。我不想再给伤害了。。。是因为我相信你。。我才跟回你在一起。。无论无何。。。我相信你。。。我只想做回我自己。。这个是最重要的。。。我希望一切伤心都由我自己来受。。一切以笑容来决绝=】