Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Take more rest ~


baby girl xinxin...knw u sick jor...bkful ah...the sick faster get well ah..ur ah yi here so miss u ^^ haha ~ like 2 c ur smile... drink more water ah xin xin ~ Miss u ~

Monday, October 19, 2009

Happy Birthday Melvin ~

Happy birthday 2 u Melvin... hope ur dream become true... Sorry Dear Mic... i cant acc u ... Cz my sis ask me help her something... Anywher ~ Be Happy =]

Haiz...

haiz...wat hapen 2 me huh ?? real cant imaging tat is me will do de thing...wats wrong ?? yesterday i real slp jor..nt i dn wan 2 pick ur phone..u say u din angry tis..u angry me morning din find u...morning i was slp..i nt yt wake up...i din lie u...haiz...afternoon like tat when i find u i jz wake up...i real don knw lar..i feel tat u angry me abt yesterday...cz i din pick ur phone..maybe my feel wrong jor...i never say u small gas...bt u think tat u is...i say is my wrong...then u keep say u wrong..y wan like tis ???? i real don knw... i ask u we r couple or not... u say yes...sure is couple...u always think abt u...did u think abt me ??? whn afternoon u din reply me or find me anymore...my mood very down...i keep waiting ur phone...im so sad u knw ??? tis is 1st time u treat me like tat...tat time i real don knw wat can i do...u say u think many...think about bad...then u think tat me din think ??? huh ??? u go yeye there slep...i nvm...if me oso go my x bf sis house slp...wat do u think ??? always wt yeye out... then me oso can always wit x bf sis out izit true ??? nt i dn wan say wit u ... i jz don knw wan hw say... 1st time we like tat... haiz.... i real so sad... izit we be friend more good ??? i don know... y ??? y wan like tis treat me ??? did u real knw my mood ??? u say i don wan tell u ... ok... y i don wan tell u ?? u knw bcz of wat ??? i knw u work so tired jor... wats wrong i wan 2 tell u other thing again ?? i don wan 2 c u so tired ... my heart so hurt de u knw ??? u ask me don do stupid thing..sorry..i cant do it ... u stil gt friends 2 acc u..bt i don have...jz onli myself.. haiz.... real don knw wat hapen 2day ??? i don know lar...im waiting 2 die now...i hope i will die early in tis world ~

Saturday, October 10, 2009

haiz.....head damn pain !!!!!!!!!!

2day duno wat hapen..sudenly sick .. yesterday nite start shang feng until now ... dint go school... at home only...damn boring .. when nite mic find me out n dinner wit her.. after that i bak home n care baby ... something like 11.30pm out wit bro.. then bak jor.. when nearly 12am something .. mic say her bf wan break wit her.. i oso don knw.. haiz...i cal her don do stupid thing.. hope she will hear..ah heng say tat he go yeye house slep..he wif ben ... 1st i din angry anything...bt duno y .. i real don wan care his thing jor... if 1 day i oso go x bf slp...wat he will think ??????? haiz ... don know lar.. feel not 2 slp... jz very moody ... y all ppl must treat me like tat??? huh ???? haiz... my heart same as u my dear mic... damn pain... i real feel wan go out n drunk myself... real ... hope moro nite i out ... n i wan go drunk myself !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, October 5, 2009

moody....

haizzz.... wat's wrong wit now ??? i real don knw wat hapen in tis few day... not so happy ... yesterday bcz of small thing ... then make us 4am++ jz slp.. i real don knw want how 2 say... i say i din angry then din angry lar...y wan keep say n ask ??? i real don knw ... i din control ur freedom oso... y the msj will say me control ur freedom n wat over control u jor ??? did i do like tat wit u ????? i dint... i jz like tat gv ppl say...scold ~ i don knw lar.. i real don like a small thn me de ppl say me... if like tat then beter don wit me... i don think tat u r happy now... i jz knw we very hard... i don knw tis hapen wil until when ??? when i think the thing... my mood feel no good... real... i real damn angry myself... y i will like tat ??? haiz... its very hard...real ....i oso hope we will 4ever... n pls u don think negative thing can ???? mayb is my atitue change alot... i don knw... i jz feel tat gt something in my heart bt i don wan 2 say it out... i don wan my besides ppl sad or wat... specially is u ... so sory... have anything i jz will discuss by myself... pls don angry wt me... don angry tat i don tell u wat i thinking ... sry...

Sunday, October 4, 2009

中秋节~

昨天是中秋节,下午跟mingming & dear mic 出去洗头。。晚上要去吃餐,当到家的时候已经是很迟了,kelvin & mum 一直骂~烦到死。。。吵吵吵~晚上到了sutra,开始吃了不久,我就打电话给老公的妈妈说中秋节快乐。。那时候超怕的~不久,我就一直拉kelvin帮我照相。。哈哈~好多新照片~我自己本身的也是~不久回到家,本来有出。。可是又还不确定,到最后也是没出。。在家陪老公。。老公有跟妈米说中秋节快乐。。还问妈咪有没有吃饱。。近来不懂怎么搞得,爸每次在家都很烦,整天骂来骂去。。他自己不会觉得很烦的咩~晚上在家吃饭。。没有出。。dear mic 问我要不要出,我都说不能出因为今天全家人在家吃饭。。不然我都出了咯。。对不起啊~我要谢谢昨天ming ming 帮我化妆,还有dear mic陪我~ 老公。。老婆爱你一生一世~ don knw wat hapen lazy wan type chinese jor... so fan oso ~ haha ~ Miss u my Lovely Lao gong=]

Friday, October 2, 2009

tired day ~

today was a tired day. morning go school and have sport...i wear the selipar 2 jogging..when reach school..my lag has tuo pi already..damn painfull..then do work until so slpy...after school...i feel wan go shoping..so i find my dear mic .. she acc me go cp... buy deng lung 4 xin xin the baby girl..i wan buy 1 Gauguin Shoes,but she say not nice.. then she say go wisma and buy.. then we go wisma lur... when we are going go wisma..the wind so strong ... n seem like rain ... we go ther and shoping...i have c the gauguin shoes..n alot of shirt..so nice..long time din go wisma 4 shoping already..but cant always go shoping..later become a habits then no good ... ned 2 learn how save money..cz i dint work be4 i don know the hard ... jz knw how 2 use money like not good ... so long long time 1 time then can lur ~ so happy that she acc me .. after that we go karamunsing find lao gong..when we going .. we are talking phone wit lao gong ... i lie him i say i go home .. but actually din ... go his thre...he at ther wit raynald c movie like c dao so syok ... then acc him 4 a while .. not long ago.. we oso go home .. at nite have dinner cz cousin marry..when almost go out ... don know wat hapen dad.. keep scold ppl .. make us oso hate him !!!!! damn !!!!!! when reach ther .. alot of ppl ther..and her house are so big n nice .. i tell my sis tat is my dream house .. then she ans me in dream de house lar.. hahaa...zha dao ~ go ther n eat ... oso no place 2 sit ... tis real make me angry n hate... after eat nothing 2 do oso ... something 8.30pm like tat tell dad go home .. after tat...fetch sis n baby go home then on9 wit friend .. chat in facebook .. write blog ... i heard something about my Dear mic ... haiz .. i real don wan 2 c her like tat .. real so xin ku 1 ~ not long .. lao gong tell me tat he go ah fui house ... so heavy the rain jor .. stil wan go out .. real don know wat him thinking.. maybe real ned gv him freedom..damn angry him ... don feel wan care him .. anywher ...take care my friends .. and lao gong too .. Dear Mic.. pls don think too much .. if real hard .. try 2 give up ... 勉强是没有幸福~