不舒服的一天~

今天一整天没去学校。。因头很晕肚子又痛。。所以呆在家。。下午和姐姐他们出去，我去看医生，医生说叫我不要淋雨。。还有不要喝那么凉的。。回到家，又是一个人在家。。超级闷。。晚上baby有回来就跟他玩。。老公回到家后就冲凉吃饭，就跟我玩信息。。突然十点多的时候。。老公很慢回我。。我就以为发生什么事。。因为他很少那么慢回我。。过了一个钟。。心情有点差了。。几乎很生气。。就问louis他的兄弟是不是睡觉了。。？他说是。。那我就没话说咯。。不可能我去吵他醒嘛~就让他睡咯。。本来还想跟他讲电话过他的生日。。不过看来现在没必要了。。他应该在梦中咯。。好孤单。。好闷。。好想找某某人。。可是找不到。。唉。。。原来我也有这样的一天。。不懂怎么搞得。。如果累就说出来。。又不是说我不给你去休息。。不懂为什么你不可以跟我讲。。真气！爷爷和mic dear 有点不舒服了...自己照顾自己啊。。多喝点白水~多休息。。还有老公也是一样啊。。每次都说头痛。。不见得去看医生。。真是要令人担心到心脏病发作才开心啊。。。改次我都不要听你的话了。。。讨厌。。不只是一次。。！！！！！！！夜深了。。。我的头越来越痛。。。好痛。。真得很痛。。。搞得我快哭出来了。。。。痛啊~~

Bad Day =[

haiz...don know wat hapen 2 me ? im just dream dao something .... u think tat i real wan the dream become true? tat is not a game ... but u think tat im just scare you i have nothing 2 say ... ur word very hurt .... my heart feel damn hurt... i real don know the dream is wat ... 1st i don wan 2 tell u ... but i feel if i don tell u my heart nt feel so good ... so i just tell u ... you can think tat i just say rubbish thing ... u don put in ur heart ... u scold me already ... i don know wat can i do 4 u ... i say sorry 2 u already ... but u keep skip me ... haiz ... i feel so sad ... i just tell u wat i thinking n wat i dream ~ tis is a accident ... not a fun thing ... u say i dint think about ur there??? how i go think ????? i just hope the dream wont become true... haiz............................. plus just now have give 1 ppl scold by bicth...tat real so suck...who can know my feeling now ?????? who can help me ????? is he wan know me ... wan be friend wit me ... say my wrong again ... shit ... tat is who wrong know by itself lar... sucks ~ better don let me know that who r u ... say me like tat ... friend is like tat ? i never c ppl wan know tat ppl is like tat ask ... when someone say busy .. then real was busy .. y wan keep disturb .... some1 when busy then say ppl lc.. then when ur mum is busy cooking tat u oso scold her lc ... izit ????? u scold me so many times i never scold back u any word ... maybe is u eat wrong something medicine like tat ... i oso lazy wan go care u anything...cz nt my thing ... i wish tat i dn hve like tat's friend.. haiz ... about this thing just make me no more mood ... no mood 2 talk phone n chating ... even is my dear oso like tat... i think i real give people hurt till too much... S***.... u say that i tell u the dream is me spoil u rite?? then i real nothing 2 say ... at fb u like tat say me .... ur friends oso like tat say me ... haiz ... i real so hurt u know ??? i real din regret my friends told me that ur atitue... anywher ... last ... i just real wan say that sorry 2 u ... real feel sorry ... -MOODY + CRYING-

生病～

今天不知怎么搞的。。早上还好好。。突然间一直开始打喷嚏。。。打个不停。。我还以为没什么事。。慢慢就开始头痛。。而且很困。。好想睡觉。。回到家。。等老公的电话。。他就爽。。睡到一点半左右。。真的是猪 ！！！后来。。他出去喝茶。。我突然间就睡了。。真对不起害到老公这样。。哈哈·～在晚上小婴儿有来。。我就一直抱着她看电视。。他一直笑脸我都笑起来。。真可爱～老公家有一很可爱的小狗。。不过那只狗过多时天就要送回山打根。。好可惜啊～在家的感觉真的好闷好闷。。。好想出去。。不过又不能常出。。。麻烦！！！快点让我到十七十八岁啊。。等着那天的来临。。。老公对我说些什么。。。我希望可以成真。。我也会等着。。老公。。我永远都爱着你。。永远都不变～

我到底是怎么了？

谁可以告诉我？爱情是可以相信还是不相信？我真的好乱。。我不停的想。。都往不好的方面去想。。但是这个可以代表什么？或许这个不是十全十美的爱情。。但是我希望你说过的承诺你会做到。。不是我不要去相信你。。。是你要做到给我看。。天啊～谁可以来告诉我。。我应该怎样？我们是否是两个世界的人？我听到你跟我说些事。。我就有感觉到有某些事情。。只是我一直放在心里。。我什么也不说。。。怎样都好。。我不希望你像以前那样。。伤害我。。我不想再给伤害了。。。是因为我相信你。。我才跟回你在一起。。无论无何。。。我相信你。。。我只想做回我自己。。这个是最重要的。。。我希望一切伤心都由我自己来受。。一切以笑容来决绝=】